Tuesday, December 30, 2008

A stranger in Country of Shadow

Long time ago, a stranger went to a country, Country of Shadow. At the country there, no one talk to the stranger, because all the people on that country are only shadow. So? So he feel lonely.


The end of de story.
Feel boring rite??
haha...
i felt so..


从前有个人,去到了影子国,在那边没有人跟他讲话,因为全都是影子。所以呢?他就很寂寞。


故事讲完了。
很无聊吧?
哈哈。。
我觉得也是。

Monday, December 29, 2008

My feeling

i still stand whr i standed from de begining. tis is a good phenomenon for some ways..but if on de way of my education, really really ~ SOB T_T
but i m happy for some ways i stand still from de beginning...

wat i can express my feel is now in utar i am very stressful..juz like i juz sank deep to de sea which is so high presure tat tough to swim up to de surface...sometime, i really wanna quit from it, but if i do so, sure will let those who care and worry me feel disappointing and upset!!! wat i hv to do is to keep it up...hope i will get help from de tough situation.

sumtime i really wanna keep some nice memories to build relation wf some frenz..but, after end of de foundation, sure we will separate to other places to continue our journey...bcoz of tat, is tat better not to keep or make any nice memories from tis foundation??? juz feel tat foundation is a variety dreamz to me...

after study at uni..i leave my GOD far away from my heart.. sob!! tis not i wan!! wat i wan is tat i can near more to my GOD!! without HIM, my life is horrible and terrible!!

at last...i wanna say is..i very miss my parents, my jie and my popo!!! wanna hug them till i tired..haha!! after in uni, i really realize my family is important ot me, is de family who care me and worry me!!! i love them!!! although sumtime i'm very naughty, but i still heard their advise to me..coz they juz wanna me be better...
PARENTS wont gv u STONEs when u ask them for FOODs.
tis is wat my baba always said de...hehe!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

哭,需要准备的吗?适合的地点吗?适合的时机吗?适合的气氛吗?我一直都很想哭,很想放纵的哭,很想哭到我累为止!
不知道为什么,人是不是越长大就越不容易哭出来?越强迫自己不要哭出来?
想哭却强迫自己不要哭出来,这种感觉真的很难受。。你试过吗??
我想在我生日之前,痛快的哭一场。痛快的把所有难受的事情,都一一的哭出来!可能这就是我想要送给我自己的圣诞礼物吧!!其实我也不知道自己为什么要哭,只是我的感觉给我知道,只要痛痛快快的哭一场,我的心就会平静很多,安静很多,舒服很多!!
也可能我很喜欢哭吧!!